My Torment

by Eevf

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I feel I'm going nowhere
Is my life this fake?
No sense of direction
No clue what path to take
I feel really lonely
Even when with friends
All I do is senseless
Will this ever end?

Is there any purpose?
But to die
Nothing really matters
Just want to hide and cry

I see it as my torment
Been down that road before
The thing I call my torment
Shouldn't be ignored

Everything's a struggle
Nothing appeals to me
Energy is hard to find
Please just leave me be
The world seems to darken
Much less joy in life
Only do because I must
Please help me to survive

Is there any purpose?
But to die
Nothing really matters
Just want to hide and cry

I see it as my torment
Been down that road before
The thing I call my torment
Shouldn't be ignored
The fight that is my torment
I'm battling like a war
The monster I call torment
I want to show the door

Emotions guide a wrong direction
I'm the master of my brain
It takes a lot of practice
But I'll win this fight again
I'll win this fight again

I know it's called depression
I've looked it in the face
It drained all of my power
I learned a lot those days

I know it's called depression
I've looked it in the face
It drained all of my power
I learned a lot those days
It used to run me down
Now it's me who sets the pace
Deceive is all it ever did
Now I'm finding my own way

Now I'm finding my own way
I'm finding my own way

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released November 23, 2019

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